Something strange happened to me the other days...as i was lured and revolted in the same time by this inviting, tantalizing, but also odious and vile 'thing', like nothing on earth.
How could this be possible? i asked myself.
Is this a trick, something meant to disturb my already cranky thoughts?

I followed the straight line as you told me, but when i deviated for a moment from it, the gap revealed abrupt and unexpectedly rough. Your advice didn't work this time...why is that? You assured me that this wouldn't happen again, but still it did. Then you said that it would have occured anyway, cause i wanted it in the first place.
Yes, indeed, this sublime feeling, apparently contradictory and out of sense was the outcome i've been waiting for. It was the clear and free game of imagination which was born from such antagonistic states.

Why would you ask me such questions? Well, i wanted to know which wave did you follow in order to get here.
Actually it was a cloud, that kind of cloud that makes you wonder, that gives you wings, that sends you back and draw a veil over everything else... a purple one.
But you didn't answer... you give me just nonsense. Tell me, what did you choose? It was a chaos or a kosmos? I have to know...concentrate yourself for a moment, make this effort for the first time in your life. This is important, almost vital. So?
It was something different, real and powerful, but i wouldn't call it this way. I think it was just a ordered chaos.

.................................................This doesn't make any sense, there's something amiss with you.

I told you it is worthless, we can't fix him. He's irrecoverable.

What will come of him...?

WE have no alternatives. WE have to disregard the humanity in him.
Only in this way he will behave accordingly.

And afterwords i touched one of those tinny clouds and...
Details, we are no more interested in what you have to say.